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2010-11-22T19:36:00.000+07:00

so random.

sitting alone @CoffeeTown after a long day.

done my speech a few hours ago.

it was like, kinda embarassing.

i opened the speech with a...SONG!

just a small part of it...

"save the world,make it a better place, for you and for me to live in...."

but..gah...

i'm never good at this.

i almost wrecked everything.

it must be such a joke for everyone.

but well, i did my best to persuade people to GO GREEN!

yey...

eventhough it was kinda unexpected, but still, overall, i'm satisfied and proud of myself.

at least, i didn't show them that i was nervous.

and i'll be debating on Wednesday.

not really confident about it.i've gotta practise more and more i think.

at least, not to disappoint myself.

i'm still having my mid term exam, it's like taking forever to end.

i'm pretty sure that the results will leave much to be desired.=((

anyway...keep it up!

telling myself to buck up!

random pictures....

the restaurant where i work part-time as a waitress

and...*jumping for joy*
new phone!
White E66.
using two phones now...
*radiation will soon kill me*

COFFEETOWN....

2010-10-31T14:57:00.000+07:00

02:40pm
it's Sunday, peeps.
went to the church in the early morning.
i was assigned to take care of kids today.
extremely happy for sure.
i can't stop smiling whenever i see kids.
i love their little actions, their innocence...
harmless... a piece of plain paper.
if only they could stay like this forever...

homed and took a short nap.
and now, i'm @CoffeeTown.
they provide affordable foods and beverages...
of them all, FREE WI-FI.
supposed to work the slides for my next presentation;"Most Inspiring Person in Your Life"
who inspires you the most?
Inspiration comes from all the people around me.
no matter how low-down a person is, there'll always a little part of his life worth of my appreciation....

cut the crap...
who's gonna be my source of inspiration this time?
let's just keep it a secret..
lol...
...
...

i just saw a pair of couple who just got married 2 weeks ago.
i was there in their wedding party...not to attend their party but to WORK.
they seriously freaked me out.
They're more like, eh.. friends?
worst than that...
will every married couples end up like them?
no longer share the intimacy they used to have before the marriage?

random...
that's a wrap.

Jessy is BACK!

2010-10-29T08:03:00.003+07:00

How i realise that i'm such a FAILURE when it comes to BLOGGING!
My latest post was on 30thAUGUST!!! I'VE ABANDONED MY BLOG FOR ALMOST TWO MONTHS!
What a big FAILURE!
My EXCUSES would either be B or L. It's Busy or Lazy!
Screw me!

Ok, i've come up with some more ACCEPTABLE EXCUSES:
1. My days revolve around school, workplace and church, which are not even a bit interesting to talk about.
2. I've got no internet connection at home. Blogging using my phone can be quite troublesome.

Have been doing really good recently except for being SO BUSY.

Still doing quite well with my part time job. Am getting hitched to it. Frankly speaking,i prefer working to studying. I wonder why. U.U

ANNOUNCEMENT!

2010-08-30T20:28:00.002+07:00

ok readers...

Notice something amiss from my blog?

....

...

YES! i've removed my Cbox-Chatbox.

so if you guys wanna leave any message, just write it as a comment under my post.

I have no choice but to remove it. i got so furious when one of my friend wrote something unimportant about me under my own name.

for Holy's sake, I WEREN'T THE ONE WHO WROTE THOSE WORDS!

well,this is my blog.I'M FREE TO WRITE ANYTHING I WANT.

If you' aren't happy with what i've written, feel free to tell me or maybe just put your complaints on YOUR OWN BLOG. just don't mess up here!!!

sigh...

i'm sorry

2010-08-23T19:52:00.003+07:00

i bet some of you are expecting me to update my blog...

but...

busy+lazy= blog screwed!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, i'll update it real soon with a"many-photos" post.

deal?

Shrek-Forever After is in town! can't wait to watch it...i've been expecting it for months and now it's finally in town.

gonna dig out my pocket money and spare out a few hours to watch it.

how am i doing recently?

ok, i am good, but sorry, i'm lying.

mood has been really lousy lately, for some reasons of course.

Friendship, family, school...things got messed up!

a lot of things happened.

but well, hopefully things get better.

pray for me.

stay tune, readers!

i love seventeen part 1

2010-08-18T14:01:00.014+07:00

ok, my bad.

haven't been updating this blog like so damn long.

....

had my seventeenth birthday celebrated in advance last 14th Aug(my birthday's supposed to be in 16th Aug).

after a long consideration, i chose to have it celebrated at Thrive.

a few days before 14th, i'd booked a room for everyone but the manager called me that Saturday and told me:"WE CAN'T LET YOU HAVE THE ROOM SINCE IT'S THE FASTING MONTH SO ALL KTV ROOM CAN ONLY BE OPENED FOR BUSINESS AFTER 9PM!"oh GODDDD!

that's like a bad news out of the blue.

since i'd told my friends to come at 5 so it's impossible for me to change the time or place in a sudden.

couldn't help it.

that Manager sent me such A BIG GIFT for my birthday.

but still, the party went on.

we couldn't use the room so we'd to share the place with strangers in the 1st floor--"

actually i was fine with that, except for those smell of cigarettes!

told everyone to come at 5 but 85% of them were LATE!

that's not surprising, everyone gets used to Indonesian's rubber-time culture.

just enjoy the pictures!

didn't i look just too young to be 71?

Hanung,Sheila and Nanda

Sweetest couple of the party!

Rizki and Shirley

guess who won the match?

ugly faces in action!

he finished all the foods!

3 sweet pies in ACTION

Adrian and I

Sheila, Kevin and Nanda

Stacy and I

Yasni and I

(i've known her for more than a decade)

Elvina,I and Yasni

Jolly,I and Santo

Budi and I

BTC and I

Wirren and I

Jane

(she was the one who helped me with the cake cutting since i sucked at things like this)

First cut by ME

17 wishes

yey! i'm officially seventeen!

another ugly faces pose

My birthday cake

Joen and Jane

Justi and I

(his face looked just STUPID)

lol

our camera-man,Dwiki

"Kiss My Muscle" pose

oops...pne-hand bodyguard?

FIRST SCHOOL DAY IN AUGUST

2010-08-02T15:42:00.002+07:00

it's Monday, flag ceremony as usual.
and i was late, that's not surprising.
just got to the line when Jane told me a bad news.
Bu Rima, my Matematika teacher,has resigned.
i....
LAUGHED and said:"Oh, i love this school so much."
not because i'm happy that she's moving, in fact i'm feeling totally depressed.
ANOTHER TEACHER MOVES OUT OF THIS HORRIBLE SCHOOL!
and this time, it's my Matematika teacher.
How are we going to pass the National Exam in this state?
No Fisika and Kimia teacher and now...NO MATEMATIKA TEACHER!
BIG SCREAMMMMMM........!!!
help me.
we're going to die sooner or later.
come on, it's but the second day of August yet this bad news comes and attacks me like a big hurricane out of a sudden.
how am i going to take this big blow?
it's August, it's supposed to be the best month of all for me.
but...
what a disappointment!
and another bad news is that, Pak Ivan, my homeroom teacher, might be the one who's going to replace Bu Rima.
My reaction: HELL NO!
it's better to have no teacher rather than having someone to teach us subject which's not his specialty. i won't agree to it.
i promise that i will stop him, no matter what happen.
what's the different of randomly pick just Tom or Dick in the street to be our teacher with asking him to be our teacher?
i tell you, IT'S BUT THE SAME!
I'm frustrated.i will explode if things carry on like this.
Can someone tell me what should i do?

Except for the Writing class, i did nothing but facing my laptop all day long.
no teacher, no class.
is this a school?

speechless.
this is my 12th year and also my last year,yet things like this happen.
sigh.

random no: xxx

2010-07-29T13:23:00.002+07:00

i'm right now typing during Bahasa Indonesia's class.

no book! so....FREE TIME!

feeling rather beat after studying Matematika.

it squeezed my brain out*exaggerating*

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

when can i have a long break?

ok...

so...more or less, a piece of good news.

I'LL BE GOING TO JOGJA THIS 7TH AUG!

yeah....

Mum has given me permission to go there for HOLIDAY?*hopefully*

anyway, i'll be away for several days and back at 13th Aug.

busy busy busy.

and...

my sweet seventeen is round the corner yet i've got no preparation AT ALL!

sigh.

where should i celebrate it?

ok.

let's end here.

i'm lost of what to type next.

2010-07-23T20:05:00.002+07:00

again and again, this blog is left alone....

busy busy busy.

just started school for a few days and it was like... DOOMSDAY!
no Fisika and Kimia teacher yet we're going to have that two subjects in our national exam.
We're not genius who can understand the lesson without a teacher's explanantions.
The school keeps giving us empty promises.
simple things are made complicated.
come on, it's my last year in Djuwita, can i just enjoy my last months there comfortably?
This year is the worst year of the decades.
how to survive?
tell me?
going to school is much more like a formality.
no book?no teacher?
is that what a school supposed to be?
hell NO!

being assigned to make a presentation in front of Teacher Djuwita.
free topic.
there are 10 candidates.
the ones who make the best presentation will be chosen to go for a holiday out of town.
happy?
if i got that chance last year, i bet i would jump for joy..but now?
clueless.
i think i'll just do the presentation.
if i win, then i'll just go for a short break...
yes..I AM RUNNING AWAY FROM REALITY!
i'm suffocating there.
My classmates are the reasons which keep me survive.
i don't love my school anymore.

i think i'll just carry on with my part time job.
why?
i want to earn my own money, i wanna be independent, at least financially.

not that happy recently.
i don't feel like replying others' text messages except those from classmates and him,my best pal.

lol..an embarassing moment to share.
So, Robin and I went to catch "Date Night" at Megamall yesterday,exactly just both of us.
but..oopss..once again,we're not couple.
after the movie, we went to Solaria for lunch.
guess what, we talked about our childhood and ended up in tears there.*oh my goodness*
he started first, then his eyes got watery and when it was my turn, my tears dropped out. *wapiang*
luckily, there ain't many people there and hopefully no one saw us.
kinda surprising. couldn't hold my tears.*aiyoi*
and you guys would love to see his expression...
sorta like those characters in animation movies.

ok.
that's all.
wish me lucks.
i need a lucky charm.
i pray more these days....

goodnight

2010-07-13T17:35:00.010+07:00

Vina,BTC,Budi,Ali and i went to Mata Kucing last Saturday*sorry for the late posting*

it's sorta like zoo of Batam,located in Batu Aji.

Zoo??? you'll call it zoo if you've never been to the Singapore Zoo before,for me it's more like a forest with mosquitoes.

Let's go!

Let's see what animals that they've got there...

Dog

Monkey

Say Hello to Mr.Monkey

Eagle

Take pics with the eagle, pay Rp.5000/person**not worth it

i was thinking of taking pictures with the eagle too, but guess what, i almost got pecked by it. it kept moving the moment it got to my hand and i screamed then ran away.

seriously, I HATE ANIMALS!

Vina feeding the monkey...

Pregnant monkey

Alligator

Snake

3 monkeys from nowhere

ugly ducks

It's...chipmunk?

Turtle

don't know what's the name of this kind of fish

it's more than one metre long

then we went to Top 100 tembesi for lunch.

had this Ayam Penyet from Ayam Penyet Ria

Nice foods but poor service.

One of the waiters there got mad at my friend.*i was like wth*

BTC's birthday

location: Monic BCS Vip Room

we gave him a surprise and moved him to tears...

My fav

Aftermath....

The room was totally IN A BIG MESS!

Batam's well known Ayam Sambel Ijo!

2010-07-09T15:01:00.009+07:00

Vina called me at around 12 and asked me out for lunch...

FYI, i was still in bed when she called me.

woke up and bathed. she picked me up then we went to Centre Point to wait for Budi and BTC.

we agreed to try one of the most well-known food stalls in Batam.

i bet that 7 out of 10 people in Batam have heard about the invincible Ayam Sambel Ijo.

and here we go.......

see the green thingy all over the chicken?

it's not veg but it's GREEN CHILLIES (read: cabe rawit)

Holy Moly! it's hot! damn hot!

hot level: 9.5! 5 thumbs up /m/

My friends and I bursted into tears after eating it.

it's really hot.

well....

it's located at a 5-legged stall(read kaki lima) in front of Van Hollano,Nagoya!

it comes with a really reasonable price.

it only costs Rp 10.000,-

drooling? go and try it!

FYI, that stall is always full of customers so you've gotta be patient and wait for a few mins(if you're lucky) or even up to hours just to have a small bite on it!

but it's worth waiting!

after the lunch, went to Mayflower(my fav cake shop) to order a cake for BTC's birthday.

i picked a chocolate cake for him. it's exactly the same like the one i bought last time...

but it's damn expensive man. Rp 376.000,-!!!WOWWWWW!!!!

then we went to MM for movie.

we catched PREDATOR. quite a great movie! i'll rate it 7/10

then went to..... for dinner..

don't know what's the name of the restaurant, but i love theambience there.

it's located beside the futsal centre,Batam Centre

Mr.Monkey

kinda Balinese design

we chose this small cottage

My soya milk

Our Beef Hotplate

Tom Yam soup

Vina!

then homed.

3D 2N camp

2010-07-01T18:35:00.006+07:00

i joined a students' camp last Monday.

met a lot of new friends there....

location: Sijori Resort

damn tiring and i got bored for most of the times.

except for the Outbound.

it was really fun.

my team was awesome.

we cooperated well and fought hard.

lastly, we ranked 2nd in the yell-yell match and talent show!

there was a total of more than 100 people there.

i was supposed to make many friends,

but i only managed to click well with some.

anyway, it's a fruitful trip, i must say.*grin*

learnt more things about Love, Sex and Dating

during the session

our room 297

inside the room

The dining hall

My breakfast-Fried Rice with scrambled eggs

lastly, i won the lucky draw...

oh man, so lucky!

Part-time job!

2010-07-01T18:27:00.002+07:00

My 1st Pay

Rp.70 000,-

with my waitress uniform

Vina

Shangri-La Restaurant,Vista

everything went on quite well during my second attempt.

i was getting more familiar with things.

it was not as tiring as the first time.

but.....

FYI, i went back and fro to the kitchen for umpteen times just to get the hot tea.

many guests asked for hot tea that night.

and the kitchen was like 50 metres away from the hall.(sigh!)

i'm going to work harder! buck up!

My Report Card

2010-07-01T18:16:00.003+07:00

ok....

proudly tell you guys that i get ALL-NINESandTENs for my 2nd term exams.

9.9 for Kimia (That's shocking! i got 6.9 for the previous one..but this time...yihaa!)
9.4 for Matematika(no much improvements...i still can't break through 9.5)
9.2 for Biologi (hm...good!)
9.1 for Fisika(quite satisfying...)
9.0 for Bahasa Indonesia*which is my mother tongue*(i'm glad!FYI, i suck at this subject, you won't believe how happy i am to get just a 9 for this!)

9.15 for Pkn

9.3 for History

10 for Literature

10 for English

10 for Statistics

10 for Mandarin

9.03 for Grammar(a bit disappointed)

9.9 for Vocabulary (ouch! 0.1 more point to 10)

9.2 for Physics

and here are my overall results.....

my english report

My Indonesian report

Total score: 1066 *THANKS GOD*

Father's Day celebration

2010-07-01T18:06:00.004+07:00

location: Windsor Foodcourt-Batam

we went there at around 05.00 pm

we chose this stall-966

they served delicious seafoods*yummy!*

the drink that i had-Pocari Sweat

My family

My two little cousins-Angel and Roslinda

My uncles

(they're still SINGLE and AVAILABLE)

The weather was quite good that day

My little brother, Wendy

My akong

Farewell Part 2 and Trip to Batam TV

2010-06-25T18:46:00.018+07:00

some pictures yet to be uploaded.

Farewell Part 2 and The study trip to Batam TV

Batam TV's editing room

Hanung, Kevin and Hana

The boys

Hanung was asked to be a reporter

he was brilliant. not nervous at all, not even a bit

our rundown

The guy in black was our guide

The view from 9th floor

inside the lift

(Justi, Dwiki and Jane)

Everyone laughed whole-heartedly

we were doing a snap briefing

This's the building that we were going to visit

inside the bus

we were asked to sing(ha?)

kevin,the Indian man

(he actually comes from Solo)

see?Justi and Agung were trying to wreck the bus

Pak Yudha, our Audio-Visual teacher

and Rais

It's me!

i forgot who took this but i think it's Dwiki

Dwiki!

he couldn't let his hands off from the camera the moment we got into the tv station

Hana-reporter wanna be

Group Picture

and here are the pictures taken in Hana's.

we held a barbecue party there.

Doll-up games

they were divided into two teams to doll up Hanung and Kevin

Justi was applying blush-on on Hanung's face

Group pictures....

with Mr.Zaki, our Writing and Presentation class teacher

Bu Duma, our Math teacher

Make-up artists with the "victim"

da lang...and here are the outcomes....

Kevin, the 2nd victim

Ms.Revi

oh man! on fire....

Abeng was trying to spit out fire from her mouth

Abeng, Rizki and Hanung were breaking the charcoal into pieces

(some even suggested to lay the charcoals in the road and let the car crushed it

*what a good idea!*)

My very first "JOB"

2010-06-24T19:16:00.003+07:00

let's get to the point!

i've had my very first job and drawn my very first hard-earned salary last night!

so yesterday, Nathalia offered me to replace her for the waitress job for a wedding party at Shangrila Restaurant-Vista.
She had agreed to it but her sis wouldn't let her go all of a sudden so she got me to replace her.
She told me that Vina would also be there...
so i agreed to take the offer!
then i contacted Vina. She told me that we had to wear white-long sleeved shirt,black skirt and black shoes. ok,i've them all with me
yet Vina had none!--"
so i accompanied her to BCS to shop for it.
She spent about 300k to buy all those things? WOW!!
but it's worth it.
after shopping for all the things needed, we went around.
Cindy and Vindy were there too.
and..well..I watched TOY STORY3 for the 2nd time...
actually i had agreed to meet Adrian at 1, but HE WAS LATE..so too bad...
but i met him just now.

went home from BCS at around 5. bathed and dressed up.
I'M READY.
Mum gave her nod for this job.

i was dammmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnnn excited!
everything was ready and Vina came to pick me up.
We were suppose to be there by 6.
and WE WERE NOT LATE!
of course, we wouldn't be late.
for newbies like us, we had to give a good impression for them!

When we arrived in Vista, we had to wait for Vina's friend since we didn't know a thing there.
and..FYI, Vina's friend happened to be somebody i know, too! It's Budi.
i see, what a coincidence! Batam's too small...
Budi was the one who recommended Vina for the job.
Budi's reaction when he saw me was like:"WHAT? Why are you here?"
lol...
excitedly started our first job.
We were like so stupid and didn't know what should we do.
Luckily, people there were very kind to newbies like us.
90% of the part timers were still students like me.

anyway, the waitress-thingy went on quite well.
Vina and I were quite worried about the holding-plate up high thingy.
we'd never done that before but thanks God...we managed to lift up the plates well.
we did the food-parade.
we successfully brought out around 10 dishes,maybe.
i was so proud of myself.

i was quite nervous. i was assigned to attend 2 tables.
table 89 and 91.
i tried to smile as brightly as i could.
an auntie was really kind. she knew that i was a newbie, so she kept on helping me while i was cleaning up the bowls.
i even met Sugi there.( he was there to attend the wedding not to be a waiter like me...0
but some nasty BIG GUYS kept on asking me to pour the beer for them.
i couldn't care more, i asked my friend(guy) to do that.
i didn't know how to open the cap of the champagne. when a guest told me to do that, i randomly called a guy who happened to pass by me to open it for me.
lol.
i kept asking for help.
i kept asking where did i get this and that.
i kept asking when should i bring in the dishes.
i even asked how to operate the water-dispenser!wth!so shameful!
i kept pressing the buttons but the water wouldn't come out...sucks! it was empty inside!i thought that i was that stupid...
i almost broke some plates!
well, i tried to bring in 10 plates at once and when i just made a few steps, the plates went shaky... washe!....my hands trembled a lot. luckily, an experienced waiter helped me!
anyway, thanks a lot to those friends who helped me last night!

i seriously learnt a lot of things there.

EARNING MONEY is really tough.
imagine that i had to went around back and fro to the kitchen, brought out the dishes on the SUPER-HEAVY plates, answered to the guests' needs(luckily not get scolded)...
imagine when so many delicacies popped out in front of you yet you couldn't have it!slurrp~
my back ached, my leg ached...my fingers went jelly..
stood for about 4 hours and i only got Rp.70 000,-
oh man!
i can easily spend 70 000 in a few mins yet i had to work for a few hours to earn it back.

homed and told mum how happy was i.
but to think of it, it's not the first money earned by myself anyway, since i did get paid for being the MC.
but still i consider it as my very first one! i worked hard for this. This is what we called JOB! you worked for others, for people who wouldn't care about your background.
everybody held the same position no matter where you are from.
all you have to do is to be prepared for the hardship!
anyway....

I'm really GLAD!

Farewell part 1

2010-06-19T16:56:00.007+07:00

How do you stop times from running?

it's by capturing pictures of those beautiful moments...

a year has passed...

and goodbye is waving at us...

the teachers are going back to the place where they belong.

we once shared times like a big family....

it's not a matter of times but the memories inside that count..*out of words*

pictures taken last Thursday.

the last day of this term.

Rubby,Dwiki,Ms.Ana,Abeng,David

me, Ms.Revi, Justi and Ms.Duma

Abeng and Ms.Duma

Abeng and Pak.Agus

(let's see who wins!)

Me and Bu.Duma

Shirling,Jum,Bu.Erni,Jane,Abeng(Tandrian),Me,Shirley

Our class's Adams

The Eves

Boys' group picture with the teachers

And the girls one

A big group picture

Me,Bu.Erni and Justi

credits to : Irene Tandrian aka Abeng

to be continued..

more to come...

Farewell Part II (the barbecue party)

Trip to Batam TV studio

2010-06-17T14:09:00.006+07:00

Some pics taken yesterday...
a year has passed,,,
and these will soon be kept as memories...

Science+Social girls with teachers

oops..they're not flight attendants
they're our teachers!

They aren't football players from MU,Chelsea or etc..

ok fellas,i'm finally back here after fighting hard against the 9-long day war...
what else but the FINAL EXAM?
and yes, i'm done with the exams.
i'd studied harder than the previous ones, and the results are...
i must say, satisfying enough...
These are what i get after days of not getting enough of sleep:
9.9 for Kimia (That's shocking! i got 6.9 for the previous one..but this time...yihaa!)
9.4 for Matematika(no much improvements...i still can't break through 9.5)
9.2 for Biologi (hm...good!)
9.1 for Fisika(quite satisfying...)
9.0 for Bahasa Indonesia*which is my mother tongue*(i'm glad!FYI, i suck at this subject, you won't believe how happy i am to get just a 9 for this!)
ok...i've got 5 9's in my hands...
p.s: i'm hoping for a straight 9's this time!
more to be uploaded...
i've no more regret this time since i gave my best for it.
i woke up at 5 to memorize and revise...
that's really tough!
and now, i'm waiting for the results on my report card which will be announced on this 26th.

and yes...
i'm having my holiday starting from tomorrow!
i'm feeling good, so good....
hopefully it'll be an amazing holiday this time!

here are some on-the-list outings:
17/06: Tety's Birthday Party
18/06: -a BBQ party with my classmates! *can't wait for this one!
- a movie maybe?
19/06:- a study tour to the television studio*maybe
- chill-out with my cousins
-another satnite movie?
20/06:-church
-Nanda's sweet seventeen bash!
- a family dine-out to celebrate Father's day!
28-30: Jambore Camp
ok...what's next?

Flashback (30th May)

2010-06-03T18:24:00.016+07:00

My classmates and I went to Barelang for a big feast to celebrate Rubby's and Bayu's birthday!
FYI, it's a seafood feast!
(some of the pictures're grabbed from Rizki's blog and Justi's blog)

The blue one is Sugi's car

Let's see what we're going to eat!

Hendro(Agung's brother), Rubby the 1st birthday boy and Sugi

see? Prawns, sotong, vegs and fresh coconut!

Rizki and Abeng
(What was she( or maybe he) looking at?)

This is me with the newly cut fringe!

Sexy butts show?

Whose hand's that?

My coconut

Abeng and Rizki*again?

The view was fabulous!

i love the blue sky!

Nemo and Friends?

That's the well-known Jembatan 1(Bridge 1)

The Kelong

Group picture

Lol! Did i scare you?

Agung and Andi were busy with their Psp

Rubby was digging for treasures?

Bobby

Me!*taken by Rizki

The big guy in black is Adrian!
the one with spectacle is Bayu, the second birthday boy!

Nurita(Bayu's sister) and Bayu

Hanung(*weird expression)
(He was telling you: "aih.. i want more foods! why didn't you guys leave me some?")

On the way back

Then we went to Nagoya Hill
@29

Did i look like an expert in pool?

well,,, and the second armageddon happened in my house!

See?
Everything was in a big mess!
This was what happened when i was burning midnight oil to study for the exams!

4 more days to go!
These 5 days went quite smoothly!
Pray for me and wish me lucks, people!

credits to Rizki and Justi for providing some of the photos!

make-ups vs no make-ups!

2010-05-29T15:04:00.008+07:00

Ok, this was how i looked before i had my fringe cut.

and this is after i cut my fringe

(sullen expression!(o_0))??

sigh..

this stupid fringe keeps me home, since i feel so malu to go out like this!

here i got some artist pictures with and without their make-ups on!

source http://www.pricescope.com/idealbb/view.asp?topicID=59582&pageNo=6

don't they just look a world apart?

make-up is sure a great weapon!

random

2010-05-28T15:47:00.007+07:00

Some pictures yet to be uploaded!

And here are the contents of our handmade scrapbook!
It contains the profile of the 12 of us.

*i grab all these pictures from Justi's blog*

New fringe+ guys+ new background!

2010-05-27T23:43:00.000+07:00

Finally, had my fringe cut.
The result was like... I look like a nerd!
A mushroom head! Sigh...
Mum said that it suits my face, but i still feel so uneasy.
I'm not going out tomorrow. Really feel so malu!

Gosh.
I just knew that they've broken up.
I was shocked. Thought that their relationship was going to last for years, yet...
My friend really loves him so much.
I thought that he was a good guy. But, why did he initiate a break up? His reason was: the girl's was too demanding and didn't care about his feelings.
Holy moly, wasn't that just another excuse of yours?
3 weeks have passed, my friend couldn't just get him off her mind.
Sigh. Everytime i always end up having to hear their sad stories and try my best to console them. I share your happiness, so do your sadness. Well, God bless

Relationships are so fragile nowadays.
Guys try to hold your hands, lay in your hugs, ask for a passionate kiss with you, some beast even demand a night in the bed, then.. Bye bye?
I'm sorry. I sound as if guys are really so despicable, not all guys, but most of it!
Am i just too lucky to escape
from all those things?
For my girl: be strong girl! It's not that you can't live without him in your life, learn to let go and forget!
I've been praying to God that He will eventually send me a good guy.

Ok. I've changed my background. Is it nice? I love it so effin' much.:-)

It's Vesak tomorrow. Holiday!

Goodnight! Cheers!

it's Saturday!

2010-05-25T14:57:00.000+07:00

Here are the pictures taken last Saturday~!

@Gadeno

We saw this cute banana and decided to take some pictures with it after much thoughts.

Then we went to Coffeetown for a so-called high tea!

i got so annoyed with a voice coming from downstair.

we decided to go to the car park and took some crazy shots

2010-05-22T23:29:00.002+07:00

What a long Saturday! Spent the whole day loitering around inside BCS. Met quite a lot of friends there.
Gadeno,Gramedia,Coffeetown and last we even took some random pictures in the car park.
Justi and Rizki were trying to shoot some pictures of them jumping up high. The results are still quite good though.*will upload the pictures another day.

And, i got a piece of bad news. Two of my chat friends, Juvenno and Benson, died in a car accident which happened in Legenda district last night. Heard that they were having a car race when the accident happened.
One of them, Juvenno, was my classmates when i was in kindergarten.
Though i didn't really know them that well, but i still feel kinda lost.
I can't imagine how his girlfriend is going to take such a big blow. Losing someone you love is akin to having your flesh cut off from your body. Or perhaps it hurts more?
Once again, God's telling me to cherish everyone around me.
Anyway, it's a matter of times that people have to leave this world.
My condolences to both party's family.

Also, love's in the air. A friend of mine has finally made his love confession to the girl he loves. Congrats! Shocked yet happy to hear that. Though his way of confession is a way too lousy but at least he's not afraid to make his feelings known.
And another friend of mine is so happy to know that the girl he's been loving and missing deep inside his heart has finally gone single again. Well well, i know that no one can replace her inside your heart, lad! Best of lucks.

Some are in love, some are out of it. When's it gonna be my turn?

As for today, i can't think of what type of guys to be discussed, so let's just talk about confession made by girl!
Agree or disagree? If you're a girl, will you do that?
Well, though i don't really have a say whether it's right or reasonable but... I salute girls who braven themselves to do that.
Shame on me. I'm one who cares too much about pride and dignity, who'd rather spend times waiting than confessing.
Gosh. What's with me?

That's all for today.
Goodnight.

It's gonna be a long, long night.
Jane and Rizki are right, random thoughts always pop up at night.

091325
My minds and heart can't seem to get out of the dream i had last night. It was a long one, so real and so heart warming.
Even when i got up, my minds still kept on wandering around that dream.
I wish that it's not only a dream, i wish it to be true, though it's almost impossible.
All i can do is to pray, hoping that God will really show His way.

flashback-Ms.Revi's birthday celebration!

2010-05-21T15:03:00.012+07:00

Here are the pictures taken yesterday....
*kids under 17, please seek parents' guidance!

The most "handsome guy- Hanung The Fatman"

Justi-our class leader
doesn't "he" look simply beautiful?

Family Picture

Our Chemistry teacher-Ms.Ana

Ms.Ana and Ms.Revi(our form teacher)
*Ms.Revi's eyes got so watery after the crying session. lol=))

looking at our D.I.O scrapbook
(Do It Ourself)

Snackies from Ms.Revi

Each of us took turn to eat the birthday cake fed by Ms.Revi

"I want more!!!!"

Dwiki looked so "i don't want to eat the cake"

I looked so bad

cutting cake

make a wish

while hearing us reciting the birthday poem

on the way to class

the birthday cake
mango cake topped with strawberries and white chocolates
super YUMMY!!!

our handmade scrapbook's inside the "TOP SECRET" envelope

2010-05-20T23:50:00.000+07:00

he suprise party for Ms.Revi went quite well. We even recited a poem for her.
The cake tasted good. And, we are so glad that she loves our scrapbook.*will upload the pictures soon.
Ms.Revi was touched and cried. Lol.
Unforgettable for her and every of us.
We had a great day.

And i went to Yuni's just now.
She has a cousin who is a little bit abnormal.
Oh man. He's so charming.
90 points for his handsome face.
But too bad, he got ditched by his girl and he became like that? Not quite sure.
We had a long chat with him and prayed for him.
Sigh.
Hope that he can return to his old self soon. This small town seriously needs guys like him.
Lol.

Our topic today:
Badboy or goodboy?
I'm all the way for goodboy!
I don't like guys with tattoos, piercings, long hair and so on.
They might make a good friend. But i will definitely cross them out if i want to pick a boyfriend. I feel that they somehow lack of maturity and don't give me a sense of security.

Lol. Is God playing a trick on me?
How can a person appear in my dream for times?
Lol. Dear God, i'm just hoping that You're not pointing to anything.
It's merely a coincidence, i think.

Goodnight.
No more dreaming of the same person.

2010-05-19T22:56:00.002+07:00

Ok people.
How are you?

Doing quite well recently. Time flew really fast. We are in the middle of May.

It's Wednesday. The most depressing day of the week.
We went to the computer lab this morning. And... It was such a miracle that the computer's working normally. So happy.
I could view a lot of websites in a go without having to restart it over and over.
Found a new fashion website.
Http://www.lookbook.nu
Fashion references from people all around the world.
Oh man. I wanna graduate soon. Gonna change my overall attire. I dress too mature for times.
Be patient. Once i graduate, i'm free to buy more clothes.

So for this 1 and a half years, i gotta stick to my not so good attire.

Tomorrow's Ms.Revi's birthday. We've decided to give her our handmade scrapbook.
The book is simply cool.
Anyway, we are going to give her a surprise.

By the way, an anonymous guy called me a few days ago and claimed to be my friend. He told me that i've known him for 2 years. I was like: huh? Who are you? I couldn't seem to recall having a friend like him.
In the end, it was but a prank call. Oh my. He got my number from a friend of mine and called me because he wanted to befriend with me.
It was good during the first and second call.
But then, i stop picking up his call nor replying his message.
I just don't feel like it.

Ok, and today's topic will be: what do you think about a guy who shed tears for a girl?

Men shed bloods but not tears. But then, when they shed their tears for you, that only shows how you mean so much to them.
Imagine how a tough guy will cry for a girl he loves.
Wow. Not every guy is capable of that.
Two thumbs up for this type of guys. But, of course, it's ok to cry but never too much. You will piss girls off.

2 more weeks to the final exam.
Getting more tense.
Oh God. Bless me with a strong will to study hard.

Sigh.

Last, i'd like to recommend you guys the songs by Ten2five which are really nice and touching. It's a must-hear one!
Goodnight!

Wish of the day: i wanna watch Shrek-Forever After.
I guess it's gonna be my last movie before the exam.
Okay. Who wants to catch it? I'm in.
I don't wanna end up missing good movies again like the previous time.

I'm back.

2010-05-04T21:02:00.001+07:00

Hello people. It's been so long, huh?

I'm not doing that exceptionally great recently. Many things are on my mind.
I feel so tired, emotionally and mentally.
How can i put it in words? Anyway, no one really knows about it.
I tell no one but him.
Typed a long message and sent to his inbox. It has been my habit to pour things into words. Thank God, at least i've got a friend like him.
Well, pray that everything will soon be over. I NEED A BREAK, A LONG BREAK.

Ok. Let's back to the 'Types of guys' discussion.

"Which type of guys do you prefer, one who's so fashion conscious or one who loves to dress simply?"

I love guys who dress simply. I don't blame guys for dolling up themselves, but i seriously feel insecure when i mix with this type of guys. I love guys to be in simple shirts, jeans... A couple of boys' bangles will also do. Not too much like chains or clingy necklace.
But, they shouldn't be too simple too. I mean, at least look presentable and not too much.
What do you think then?

Well, i just got this message from a guy who used to be my suitor:
"A little clown is living in my heart.
Small and very special.
It can dance & jump,laugh & sing.
if u feel lonely and sad don't thing that nobody's care and love u..
Come into and i'll borrow u my clown to make u feel better and happy ..
Nytez~"

Those words are quite interesting, huh.
He told me that he'll come to me and lend me the clown whenever i need it. Lol. I bet if he's the clown himself.
Anyway, lotsa thanks.

That's all for today. Goodnight, sweethearts.

3 days and 2 nights MEDAN TRIP!

2010-04-26T18:34:00.019+07:00

1st day
rushed to the school the moment we arrived in Medan
at around 8, we checked into the hotel
we stayed @ Grand Swiss-Bell Hotel

our room

2nd day

we went to visit Maimoon Palace and Tjong A Fie's mansion

@Tjong A Fie's Mansion

Becak Motor ala MEDAN@Istana Maimun

@Tip Top Restaurant

@Merdeka Walk

My nasi uduk

Medan's nightlife

my Gado-gado for breakfast

3rd day

@SUN Plaza

@SOGO

taking pic while waiting for Ms. Asidah

@Meranti
Medan's most well-known cakeshop

@Meranti

it was such a crowd

LOOP yogurt with kiwi and blackberry

chocolate ice cream

it tasted heavenly GOOD

@Polonia Airport

FLASHBACK!

2010-04-20T20:06:00.006+07:00

well... here are some pictures taken when i went to the Orphanage (can't really call it as one) but...hm...
anyway...here are the pictures!

with the boys there

yuni was sweeping the garden

in the pic: Yolan

in the pic: Ricky and Ferdian

inside the pic: ME(The one holding the broom) and Angel was carrying the books

inside the pic: Tini and Debora

inside the pic: Mei-Mei. she looks small but she is powerful,huh?the library was in a mess after the renovation

inside the pic: ALBERT

we're clearing the library

we tidied up the books

the books were dusty...but still, everyone worked hard

the blue shirt girl: Angel

we gathered in the hall

what were the boys looking at?

in the pic: Yuni and ????

i forget her name

one of the boys was really good at playing guitar

we sang a lot

2010-04-19T18:20:00.012+07:00

hellooooooooooooo peeps!
Sorry for not updating this blog recently.
i'm really really so busy...

well...finally i have some free times to upload some pics taken recently.
all the activities are all here!

these were taken last two weeks when Jolly, Robin and I went for a chill out at J-CO

whose face is inside?

our Jcool. it tasted good but i didnt eat much

And i mentioned of going to Tanjung Pinang to be the MC again right?
here are the pictures...

on the stage(i must agree that the stage there is far better than ours in Batam)

wow. a handsome boy playing drum.
rate: 10/10 COOL!

cute?

the basketball field there

the playground. not too big

inside the kindergarten's classroom

the girls're CUTE!

one of the performances
my cousin is inside!

the ballet dancers

these 2 below were RANDOMLY TAKEN!

a lot of money, is it?

these money are used to pay my monthly's school fee

another chill out last Friday.
still with Jolly and Robin
location: NH

the SOTO that i ordered

Robin's

Jolly's

and these are the pictures taken last Saturday.
i went jogging with my classmates and teachers.
gathered at the school canteen at around 05:30am
i was forced to join them.
sigh*

i was the slowest among all the runners!

still 1/10 of the journey

guess where is it?

we stopped for a rest under the tree

we also stopped for a taking-pics session..

inside the pic: HANA TANIA
don't get shocked! it's not a corpse lying in the middle of the road.
she was posing while taking our photos

and i was so lucky to have found Rp. 2000,- along the way

i didn't take it. i just let it there

8/10 of the journey.
we're almost there?
(as if! we still had a long journey....)

the lake along the way

and finally.........
WE ARRIVED IN OCARINA!
it was quite sunny...

inside the pic: Bu Duma, Bu.Novi and our form-teacher, Ms.Revi
(from left to right)

and this is me!
(hairs tied up in a bun)

what's this fat guy doing there?

Bu Duma in ACTION

and in the noon, i went for a solo-shopping to BCS.
i was alone again this time.

the waffle-ice cream that i ordered in CoffeeTown

that's all peeps.
i'm having another debate tomorrow.
wish me lucks and pray for me<3

i won't be long! i'll be back.

2010-04-06T23:11:00.001+07:00

Happy Tuesday.

The history and statistic tests went brilliantly well.
My effort of memorizing those wars thingy has paid off.

And...
Homed. Rushed to church for the training at 7.
I had planned to give it a miss since i had to do some preparations for tomorrow but my friend couldn't make it too so i had to replace her.
I got too tired that i couldn't help but to stay mum.
But... Well..
Somebody accused me of having a relationship behind their backs.
They said that i have been putting on a mask all this time long. I might look so devoted to God but i have had everybody fooled ?
Seriously.. Do i look like that sort of girl who's so desperate of having a boy beside me ?
I mean.. Why people always assume that i'm in a relationship ?
If i do , i'll proudly let you guys know about it.
I promise.
But still... You guys just don't believe me. Fine!

When i heard about that , i had a sudden urge to burst into tears at that moment.
I never ask anything back but please.. Trust me and stop talking behind my back.
Thanks God.
He has given me strengths to overcome all those setbacks.
I've gained another level of maturity.
I didn't say anything.
I smiled and told them that God will show His way towards everything.
Oh man. I'm so proud of myself.
" Buck up, Jessy! God's with you. You don't have to worry about anything ! "

And guys..
Wish me luck for tomorrow's competition.
I seriously didn't have much preparations due to the lack of times.
So God will be playing the role fully this time.

Moreover , i've got a good news to share.
I'll be going to Tanjung Pinang this Sunday to be the MC for the school promotions show there.
Yeah. (Y)

#2. What do you think of guys who are willing to carry his girlfriend's purse when they're in public ?

For God's sake , it's a big no-no for me:-)
I'll never agree to that.
That's such an insult to your partners , girls. Please spare a thought for them. A man should has his own dignity.
Stop making them to do things that will bring down their dignity.
If you really love him , let him be a real man !

I detest seeing guys who are willing to carry their girlfriends' handbags.
I'm sorry. But i have my own stand.

I think that i should invent this kind of notice board :
"Dear gentlemen , please do not carry any girls' handbags ! Offenders will be fined seriously !"

That's all for today. Gotta turn in now.
I've to be at school by 7 tomorrow. Goodnight, cupcakes.

pics uploaded!

2010-04-06T17:09:00.007+07:00

hahha... they're burying mei-mei under the sand

oh man. she was all covered with sands

you're pathetic,girl
(inseide the pic: mei-mei)

this boy is Henry and next to him is YolanAngel and Jessyln

Ricky...

who's this?

oops...for those under 17 please seek parents' guidance befor viewing this pic!

wow... this is Ferdian, our guitarist.

the black-shirt guy is Ricky and the one with black cap is Robin!
(oops...whose blue underwear is that?)

2010-04-05T22:05:00.000+07:00

Hello Monday.
Done with Math and Religion tests this morning. Well, it went quite well.
Though i was a little bit disappointed with my Math.
Hoping that it will turn out as what i have wished.

And guys, i have been appointed to join the Computer competition. I was like : oh man. Are you sure?
Hellooo! I almost know nothing about those programming thingy.
But since no one else was eligible so i guessed that it made no difference actually.
0% of getting into the next round.
Why did i agree to it?
1. I will have the chance to get out from school this Wed.
2. Whether i win it or not, i will still receive a small sum of money as a compensation for our transportation fee.
So, why should i turn down this good offer?
All i have to do is to sit there for around 2 hours.
What more, i'll be gaining another certificate.
Gosh. How slick of me!*devil's laugh.

And hopefully i will be receiving another good news in these few days.
What is that about? Well, gonna tell you guys when i've been officially informed about that.

Ok.
As what i've told you, i will be posting some thoughts about boys.

Sigh. Kinda lacking inspirations today.

#1. What do i notice of a guy's appearance when i first meet him?

Usually, i will get smitten seeing a guy with a bright smile and a pointed up nose.
I once had an experience of leaving a deep impression to a boy with those characteristics.
I remember meeting him for the first time when i joined the students' singing competition.
Then i saw him again when i attended a church youths' concert.
Since then, i was hoping to meet him for the third time but i have never had that chance again.
Well, that shows that we're not fated to meet.

But still, i've a friend around me who fits those points too. Guess who?

Goodnight, bloggies:-)
Wish me lucks♥

2010-04-04T23:02:00.000+07:00

Oh man... Feeling so vexed at the moment. Feel like screwing up everything.
It's all because that horrible mid tests. I hate TESTS!
Deep to the core.
My whole week will be totally messed up.
Gosh. Help me call 911. I wanna sue my school!

Today? Rushed to the church wearing a floral dress. Felt like a country girl.
It's IG's birthday today so we had a celebration. Everybody dressed up like a cowboy. All looked great. And me? Felt like a weirdo.

Tell you guys. Stay tuned here. Cos for next week, i'll be posting a lot of facts and things about different types of guy.
Not everything but all that i know and thoughts about them.
So, keep your eyes reading.

don't ever try to make a single lie to me. Lie once and i will never ever trust you for the second time. I'm sorry. I don't hate you.
I just don't trust you. I will still respect you but i won't let you know too much about me. That's me. I love truths though they hurt. Cos lie is a better killer than a knife. Lie hurts more.

It's hard for me to trust a person. It's like asking me to do a murdering.
Why? People are just not as reliable as God.
Please don't talk behind my back. Tell me if i'm not good enough. Feel free to rant at me. But listen to me, don't do that behind my back!
When i don't say anything that doesn't mean i don't care.
Action is a better word than words itself.

Feeling so uncomfortable recently.
Why?
Something's missing.
Things have changed. So do people.
I try to make do with the changes but...
It's too much. So the past was a lie? It was but a beautiful act?
It's but a dream.
So nostalgic.
Hell with it!

2010-04-03T23:24:00.002+07:00

As what i've promised, let's talk about what happened yesterday.

I woke up at around 7.
Mum's not at home, so i woke up earlier to do some chores and off to Sumatera Expo for church Easter's celebration.
Lotsa people there. My friends and i were late so we had to make do with the back seats.
It was GREAT:)

Then we headed to our next destination : the orphanage.
We visited them and spent a few hours with them.
I learnt a lot of things from them.
They might be poor but they know how to be grateful.
All these times, i've been living in a world where i don't have to worry a thing about foods or other living expenses.
Mum sends me to a reputable school with a lot of facilities. I live in comfort.
But when i saw their life... They are such an inspiration.

After the visit, we went for a chill to Nongsa. Spent the whole noon there.
I love the sea.

Homed.
Mum brought me my favourite chocolates from Singapore and other good stuffs.

And today...
It was around 4.
I hadn't bathed and sat in the living room watching Hi My Sweetheart.
And... That terrifying Robin suddenly came and brought me some donuts from Jco! Oh. I gasped and didnt know what to say. Letting him saw me in my worst state.
But still, both eyes were wide opened seeing those donuts. Yummy!

At around 6,
Went for a movie with Jolly and Robin.
It rained but luckily mum's friend offered to drive us there.
We watched The Clash of the TITANS! A superb movie. Must watch!
I love Medusa:)
It was sort of PERCY JACKSON.
Some characters like Zeus, Poseidon, Hades and Medusa are all inside.
After the movie, we went to Dapur Nyonya.
I ordered a plate of fried rice.
Talked a lot of things there.
Then i realised that Jolly has a bad impression towards love. He thinks that love is bullshit where actually he gets crazy over Korean dramas, with those romantic love stories. Oh man. Can't really understand why did he say so.
Imagine a world without love. It's tragic.
No love. People killing everywhere. No tears but bloods are shed.

After the dinner, we went around and stopped for a seat inside 21.
Chit chatted again and again.
Managed to dig up a lot of informations about UIB.

That's all for today.
Homed at 09.58pm. What a close shave!

Goodnight, bloggies!

Happy Easter, fellas.

2010-04-02T23:38:00.001+07:00

Well, had a long tiring day today!
Will let you guys with it on tomorrow's post.

What i'm going to shout out here is... Guys who play guitar are extremely attractive!!!
My eyes are on them when they play just any love song. Oh man.
They are stunning. I love them. I'm addicted to them:)
So much.

Sing to me, look into my eyes and put your hands on your guitar. Oh boy, i can't help but to say that you've got my attentions on you. Right on you...

2010-03-29T22:48:00.002+07:00

Let's first talk about yesterday.
Went to church at around 1pm and homed at 3.

Spent the whole afternoon at home.
Luckily, I agreed with Robin to dine out then.
As always, both of us take turns to pay for the dinner and lead the prayer.
At around 7, he came to pick me up then shoo.
Planned to go to Obonk but it was fully booked so we decided to go to Peak Pujasera instead.

Lol. Had a lot of things to talk about.
I was really dumbfounded after hearing his part of school life.
It was amazing. I realised that i have been living in a world full of good guys when it is really 'dark' outside.
Managed to learn a lot of new things.
He's like so truthful and told me what do guys really think of. Guys are quite despicable sometimes or maybe all the times. Oops... No offense!:x
But, girls aren't any better too, i must say.
Spent more than 2 hours there and homed.

Today was quite good.
If only every Monday is the same as today, i can really call out for a champagne.
We were like having nothing to do for around 45 mins. No teacher supervised us. Left independently at class.
Didn't have much studying today.
Yeah. 6 more days to go and here comes the mid term test.
Terribly hate it. Oh God..

2010-03-27T23:47:00.001+07:00

What a Suckturday!

Went to MM at around 2:45pm and got ready to get on stage. I was late and Dwiki was even worst. But who cares, the show wouldn't start without us anyway.*evil's laugh.
For God's sake:) that was such a tough 2 hours.
I'd rather be at school for 9 hours than to be a MC for merely 2 hours.
There were even some technical problems during the performances. I was dumbfounded and had to spout out a lot of lies to entertain the audience.
Oh my! Please.
A little girl even cried on the stage when i tried to hold her. Am I so scary? T.T
Well. Anyway, i feel a great sense of relief now!
Yey.
But, kinda sick because of these pains. Body aches all over. Headache. Cold. Sore throat. Wow.. They are such a *great* companion. I love you guys. *darn!

Well. After the show, Jolly,Robin and I went to Solaria and at 6.30, we went to catch 'How to train your dragon?'.
It's a must-watch movie!
I'll rate it 8/10.
I love Hiccup.
And guess what, Jolly and I kept making fun of Robin and Tety during the movie.lol..
We kept pairing them.. And.. Ya,quite fun.
I had to play along with Jolly to avoid any unwanted misunderstanding.

Ok. Homed..

I realised something a couple mins ago:"to be loved by the one you love is a bliss, to be loved by the one that you don't might somehow be a burden!"
Then those words remind me of Justi, who's so in love with 'that person'.
Anyway, good luck for you, mate! Perhaps you should learn to let go.
Letting go might be good for both parties.

And I am still being showered by loves that i can never repay.
Sigh. Please stop making me feeling indebt to you.

2010-03-26T00:25:00.000+07:00

Im back, hearties!

William and his friend came last Tuesday, so Jane and I had been accompanying them to tour around this small city. Quite fun.
Managed to mix up well with two more new friends named Johan and Ayong.
Well, but they had gone back this afternoon.

So,what's next???
Oh man. I have been appointed to be the MC for the school promotion show. I was like -,-
She really had us forced to be the MC!
It will be on this Saturday at Megamall. I have to be there at 2 since the show will start at 3.
Guess who's my partner this time?
IT'S DWIKI!!!
Unbelievable.amazing. How could it be?
A kiddo like him would agree to be on stage for two hours. Moreover, he has to promote our school like it's the top choice in town, yet it's the other way round inside.

Sigh.
Wish me luck, guys!
Oh.
Hopefully, i won't get too nervous and don't know what to say.

Ok. Back here.
Robin and Jolly came to my house for a long chat just now. We talked about love thingy a lot.
This all time teen's favourite topic had me freaked out. I learnt about some dark secrets.
Oops.

Goodnight. Lovers.

2010-03-23T23:38:00.000+07:00

I sent this msg to the person that i trust.
Seriously, this is what i feel...

It takes two hands to clap.
I let you be the right one and im the left. I hold onto the faith that you're on the right side whereas im left behing waiting for you to give me a better guidance.
I try my best to move and work together with you so that we can make a good clap, eventhough sometimes you just keep still, i would still move to you so that we can make a clap.

But..
Try this.
Raise up your right hand and dont move it. Let your left hand clap onto your right one.remember, don't let your right hand move.
Repeat that for 1 min and what do you feel? What's the result?

To be continued.,

2010-03-22T00:12:00.001+07:00

Midnight post.

I will be having my one week holiday starting from tomorrow:-)
Congrats me:)
(\m/)
Ok. The best of lucks for my eccentric seniors.
Seriously, you guys must pass that useless exam, no matter what:)

Had a boring hangout today.
What a colourless Sunday!

Let's just give it a skip.

Recently, i was surrounded by a bunch of out-of-love fellas.
Some of them even confide in me.
Well. I'm a good listener for them. An excellent love advicer. But one thing that they never know is, i'm worst when it comes to action.
How should i put it?
I lack of experience when it comes to love thingy.
I'm one who daydreams all day long.
Why is everybody asking me if i've got a crush? They should have known that my answer is definitely no.
So please just stop asking!
One of my friends even described me as a girl who loves foods more than a guy:-)
Yes. I don't deny that.

Ok. Goodnight bloggies:-)

I am a big liar. Getting myself self-fooled.

2010-03-20T18:17:00.000+07:00

Hey peeps. Im back!

Sorry for not updating recently. One reason: i'm busy!

Im now in Rizki's house.
Well, it was his 17th birthday last Wednesday and today he invited us to his house for the belated celebration.

Yuhuu..
My favourite part is here, i will be having my one week holiday starting from this Monday!
Gotcha!

Heyheyhey. Im tired of this. I hv been fooling myself all this time round.
7 days in a week and you are always there. 24 hours are about you.
Then tell me what should i do?

do you realize that you have changed a bit?are you actually choosy about having friends?

2010-03-12T16:45:00.001+07:00

not really. i'm sure that i'm not a choosy person when it comes to friends. i befriend with anyone even those with anonymous backgrounds.

Let you be the Question and im the Answer.

2010-03-09T22:05:00.000+07:00

Perhaps praying is the least thing that i can do for you. Im sure that your dad will be fine. Dont let your emotions get hold of you.

It has been almost 3 years since we first met.
We became friends and i was really shocked when you told me that you liked me.
Things weren't good at that time.
Not untill you met my friend and became her bf.
Honestly, i was happy for you.
You were a good guy for her.
Things got more awkward when you guys broke up and you told me that you still liked me.
Seriously, i appreciated it. But..
It's too late.
That kind of feelings has never existed between us.

But, im so thankful that you still regard me as your friend till this very moment, for treating me like a princess though i never dream to be one.

Back here.
Today's quite good.
I love Tuesday.
Back home and rushed for my art project.
Oh no. I will be having my Computer test tomorrow.
I dont even have the materials. Sigh.

Recently, i am getting bored with my school life.
Im looking forward to get into college soon!

Random.
Will be having my one-week holiday on this 22nd.
Simply love it much!

Goodbye bloggies!

2010-03-08T23:44:00.000+07:00

#nowplaying:Afgan-terimakasih Cinta.

I love this kind of ambience where im alone in my sweet room, listening to my fav love songs while typing my post.
It's great to have times on my own.
:)

Well, yesterday, 07March 2010, i broke the rules for the 2nd time.
So, my friend and I went to MM last night.
We went to Monic and sang for 2 hours. It was almost 10 at that time. I was supposed to rush back home. But my friends wanted to play the arcade games. Of course, i would have to accompany them.
Sigh. Tik tok tik tok.
We ended up going home at around 10:20.
And i was exactly homed at 10:36pm.
Ok. Another punishment to go.( don't you think that i remind you guys of Cinderella, who has to go home before the clock strikes 12? And I hv to go hom before 10. Ok, i am JESSYRELLA.)
But, 2 birthday parties coming up on this Sat and next. So... I will hv to sacrifice Sunday then.
Wish me luck. Boredom kills terribly.
I was at home last Sat and it was like living in a cave. No movie, no hangouts, no birthday party.
Only bed and that 21-inch tv. Oh... It was such an agony.

And i had a dream last night.
It was weird and terrifying. The same person appeared again.
That person has come into my dream for umpteen times. But this time... It was...

Tell you what, recently i found guys who play guitar are impressive and attractive.
A big scream for them.(Y)
They are somehow romantic and faithful to love.
They are natural and pure with true expressions reflected on their face.
They are lovely.
Moreover, dress them up with a shirt and a black tuxedo. Wow. Thumbs up.
(oops. I watch too much romance. Lol)

Ok. Thats all.
Gotta get my Math HW done.
Candynight.

2010-03-05T22:12:00.001+07:00

04.03.10
Went out with Joen and friends last night.
First we went to NH.
The guys went to play billiard so i just sat there and waited.
Then went to pempek citra for supper.
After that, we went to Happy Puppy.
There were Yongjie,Jason, Jimmy, Jeff,Ayong, Joen and I.
We booked the GRAND SUITE with the Las Vegas theme.
Only booked for an hour,it costed 180k!

Next, we planned to go to Pizza Hut, but as it was closed so we went to the 24/7 Mcdonald.
I miss Mcd.
I ate a burger and french fries.*uwww...

And...i broke the rule. I went home at 11:36 pm.
I had to make an exception as Joen is going back to China tomorrow. But...
As what i have promised myself, i have to stay at home for the whole Saturday as a punishment for not going home at 10.

Guess what, i have rejected 3 movie offers for tomorrow. I wanna watch Alice in the Wonderland. I've been waiting for this movie. Well, i guess it's gonna be movie-alone this time as Jane and friends are going to watch it tomorrow. SO SAD BUT TRUE, I CANT JOIN THEM. TT

Forget it.sigh!

Today.
Went to Ricky's birthday at Pizza Hut.
There were about 20 people there.
But still, i ate a lot. 3 slices of pizzas, a chicken wing, a bowl of chicken cream soup, garlic bread, cake and a glass of coke.
After the party, i went to BCS.
I met Santo, Limin and Hilton there.
Then i went to meet my cousins and friends.
What a tiring day! Finally homed...
Fiuh.

God, thanks for sending guardians to protect me. I feel so blessed with them around. They make me like a princess:)
But i know that's not my life. I cant do much to their kindness.
My heart has not been opened yet. The key is there with You.
I know that You will give this key to my one and only.
So..
God, please just bless them.
Thousands of prayers to repay their kindness.

Good night,loves.

Thirstday!

2010-03-03T23:16:00.000+07:00

Many things to post today:

#1. That anti-social problem remains half-solved. Let nature takes its course.

#2. Joen's going back to China this Friday. Seriously, cant bear to let her go. I hardly have any girl-friends, she's like one in a million. Im gonna miss her when she's back in China. Anyway, we are gonna chill out bfore she goes back.

Now i know what it feels like to miss certain persons. You wanna meet them right away but you cant.

#3. EMERGENCY. i have a drama to play. I play as a teen who accidentally gets pregnant and have to put my baby in an orphanage as im too young to have a child with me.
The prob is, i have to say freaking mushy words like: i love you too, to my husband. I was like, What The HELL!
Please, it's really hard. I hv to imagine that i do love my husband, im willing to give him my everything,im pregnant,i hv to leave my baby. What?what?what?
Sigh. I even have to stare at his eyes during the dialogue. But how? I get nervous whenever i do that. The play will be on next Friday.>,>
SMS! Save My Soul!

#4. GoodNight.

Give me a break.

2010-02-28T19:46:00.000+07:00

07:17 pm, i was supposed to dine together with my family but i decided to give it a miss.
Not feeling good. Not alright.
I find myself having probs. to socialise, esp with my church friends. Well. The prob lies with me. Im just a big prob to crack. I was trying to mix but i really got so sick, sick of being so unnatural. So,i guess i will just quit. I... Will let myself rest.
It has been 5 years, but i just cant blend with my churchmates. Frm the 1st time i got into the church, till this moment. Im just too cold. But why is that? I can get along well with my schoolmates and friends frm the other places,beside church,but..
Gosh... Give me a break.

You see, my churchmates are going to ocarina but.. I decided not to join them. And now, im ktv-ing with my other friends to celebrate Ango's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,dude! Stay fab! Seng ni tua thang!
See?I can get along well with them,i feel comfortable with them..
God, i pray that this feeling will rest inside me...
Sorry for being so cold, i get tired of this.

Im not perfect,in fact im really so worst when it comes to socialising.
I keep thinking, what seems to be the prob?
Who can tell me? I'll be really grateful.

My bad.bye.

2010-02-25T22:52:00.001+07:00

I wonder how im gonna sleep tonight with these sniffing and pains.

It's holiday tomorrow,i plan to have a girls' hangouts with them,but..this cold simply puts me off. Going around and keep on sniffing? That's gonna be so disturbing. But..?
Let's see then.

I miss eating es gunung from the stall that i used to frequent. It's been so long.

Simply love this month with a list of holidays.
What to say?
Hm.well. Im doing quite great recently.but, i had a big fight with my brotha a couple days ago. I got into a rage and scolded him for not going back home right after school.and... Sigh.
End this soon...

Randomrandomrandom...
Im..
In the process of turning over a new leaf..i mean.. Changing myself into a better me.
Gonna live without ego and accept a person the way he/she is. And...

Haha... Not gonna let it out here. Just wait and see!
Thats all.
Goodnight,pals.

2010-02-25T22:51:00.001+07:00

Till the end! Yes, I Do!

2010-02-19T22:34:00.000+07:00

I'm really happy today!can't be more happier than this. Still rmmber that i've ever mntioned bout a song that i loved so much yet i didnt know what's the title?yes. Gotcha.
I heard this song again for the 2nd time,it was played in the inet-cafe that i frequent. When i heard this song again, i just popped up and asked the guy who's the inet-cafe keeper,what's the title of that song. And finally.. I got it.
The song's title is TILL THE END and it's sung by David Tan. Nvr heard this name bfore,but i wanna give my best thanks to him for this great song. I simply love it so much.
Every single words in the lyrics. I suppose that i'll be the happiest girl on earth if a guy sings this song to me..any volunteer?*,*

This song is bout a guy's love expression to his beloved girl*every love song is also like that? But this one is so EXTRAORDINARY! Highly recommended! Guys,i bet that girls will surely fall for you if you sing this song to them.

Oh. Im so into this song.
It's like i wanna shout out : I DO! untill the very end.

You are my life,my soul,my girl!

Thanks for making me so happy. My day's simply so beautiful with this song:D

Thanks.
Loves.

Tell you this...

2010-02-17T22:46:00.002+07:00

Well,i had a tiring yet great day today.
Homed at 9:50pm.

I met a lot of new friends today.
And there's a guy who left a deep impression on my mind. He is such a good joke cracker. Gosh..he kept on bickering with joen and they were such a good entertainment.

Today's activities:
went to My mie for lunch then off to BCS to meet jane,justi and tandrian.
And..
This was what happened.
We met Robin at the studio,he gave out his hand to shake mine but..i ruthlessly rejected him and acted like i didnt know him. *my bad. But..
It's your fault this time for recalling that stupid 2.30.
It really pissed me off. Can't you just forgive and forget that once-in-a-life mistake of mine?
Sigh..
Gosh...
Then i met him again in the billiard centre,of course,we didnt bother to say Hi to each other.

..at around 7pm,joen and i with the other 3 guys went to Harbour bay for a feast to clebrate Joen's belated birthday.
Wow. Her bf gave her a surprise and brought her a cake. *envy.
Hihi..nice one,dudey. You've made her so happy.

Then..homed.
Haha..school starts tomorrow but im gonna skip it.
Gotta have my project done bfore friday.

Okok..
That's a wrap. Sweetnight,pals.

Oops.. I've got a big secret to keep. Gonna zip up my mouth for quite a time:)

Rain.

2010-02-17T00:58:00.001+07:00

It's 00:19 am in the morning of 17th Feb.
It's Dwiki's 17th birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,hunk!
Tonnes of best wishes for ya,mate!
Pray that you'll meet your true love soon,sweet dudey!
Hm.i must say that he's such a sweet guy,wholehearted-24/7 ultimate lover. He's such a good catch but was always so unlucky to end up with ..hm..how to say? Bad girls?

A seventeen young music lover,good in all sports,quite good looking. Now in town! Single and available!

K.back here.
So,i was in BCS all day since 1pm.
Went for a date with Adeline. Lol.note:im not a lesbian
She bought many gifts for her bf. What a sweet girl!
Then we went for a movie,Percy Jackson, together with Joen and her bf.

Hm..quite a tiring day. Lina went back to SG this noon. Im gonna miss you much,sweetheart. Hugs!goodluck for your O-level!
And Adeline is going bck to Jambi tomorrow. Gosh..gonna miss ya too.

00:34am.
It's raining outside.
I've been sleeping late lately since my 'alarm' is not on duty.

Random post.
I dreamt many bizarre things last night. One thing that i rmmbr is, i dreamt slapping my mum right on her face.what a dream!
Talking about dream,have you ever heard that you'll eventually dream bout the one whom you miss the most?is that true?
What comes into your mind if a person somehow tells you that he misses you a lot for no reason?
Will you get touched? I mean,these 3 words seem meaningless when it come out from the mouth of a flirter,but what if ...?

Enough of that. Gonna hit the bed soon.
Oops,tell you what,i met AARON ANG today. The nerdiest,geekiest guy ever! So damn scared off by this geek.osh!

Night.

Untitled.

2010-02-15T00:11:00.001+07:00

Wowowow... Had a great day today.

I spent the whole noon in my grandma's house,waiting for guests to come..
Well,i got a lot of angpaos. Lol*happy.

At around 6pm, i went out with Joen and her boyfie and her boyfie's friend. So sad but true. I'd decided to stay at home this vday,but she dragged me out. The worst thing was, she's supposed to have a date with her boy, why did she drag me along? Sigh.
Luckily,i didnt end up to be a lamp-post there,since another guy was there. But still,didnt have much talk with that guy. That guy was quite pathetic as well. His gf couldnt celbrate this year's vday with him,so he had to spend this vday alone. Lol.
That guy even asked me if i got a bf then i asked him back:"what do you think?"..well,he thought that maybe i'd got one. I was like thnking, i wouldnt be here with you guys if i weren't single. Lol...anw, i have my own part of vday eventhough im single. Chocolates will do. I always buy myself a big bar of chocolate to clebrate every vday. This year is nt an exception. In fact,i got two without forking out a single penny. Joen kindly bought it for me.
Yay.

Homed.

A shocking news. A friend of mine called me just a few mins ago and told me that her bf kissed her. And that was her first kiss. Lol.
Well. Just.. Ya..Happy for her. Then, i was like so stupid and asked her:"how was it?"..
"..."
She described it with one word: soft.
I was like:"..."
Hellwiththatanswer. It's pointless to tell me anyway.i never come to undrstand what you guys feel. Haha...
Many of my friends love to share with me bout their 1st kiss experience. Of course, Im always open to give my ears to their stories.but..for me..hm,,
I still prefer to be more conservative. I've promised myself to keep this very first kiss well. I dont care what other ppl say bout me, i just wanna keep the best for my future husband.
Eventhough it's already 2010, kissing is still a very sacred thing for me.
You dont need to show affection with intimate actions,do you?
I mean, you nver know guys.
For girls who still have your first kiss with you, it's better to keep it well. Hell with those fawking comments saying that you're so left out or whatever is that. Bear this in your mind: keep the best for your one and only.

That's a wrap for today. Night night.

Love is in the air.

2010-02-14T02:33:00.001+07:00

01:35am. Another random post. Another disturbing insomnia. Im feeling so tired,yet i cant fall asleep.*hellwithit!

It's 14thFEB,pals.
And the whole world is celebrating this joyous day with fireworks. Can't believe that it's another valentine .it's been so long.
Im someone who doesnt really look forward to the coming of this day,i feel that it's just an ordinary day. I mean it.well,maybe it's bcos i dont get roses nor chocolates like others do,so im nt really into this day.
I share my loves with my fams and friend,not only on this day but EVERYDAY. So,i dont really need a 14thfeb to be loving.:)

Since it's Valentine's day, so let's talk about love. Keep your eyes open and carry on reading,pals! Some love secrets are going to leak out...

I'm ...not in love. It's been so long. I'm more into admiration than love. Sigh..
Perhaps it aint the right time yet. It'd be terrible if im falling into this game as when im in, im all the way for it.
In my whole lifetime,i've never made any love confession,nt even once,to anyone. Yes,you're right.im such a pride-holder girl. I was impressed by girls who go all the way for their love without thinking much bout stupid things like pride. To put it nicely, they're brave. But in contrast, some of em were just too impulsive,hm..agressive?

But me?im one who cares so much bout pride,who'd rather wait for a lifetime for that guy rather than voicing out my confession. Call me stupid,dummy. Whatsoever.
I always believe that when a girl makes her confession to a guy, 7 out of 10 guys will say yes evnthough they dont love that girl. So sad but true. I dont want to end up with any of those 7.
And, i keep on telling myself, love is smtg that wont leave you if it's meant to be yours. Thats what we call FATE. Faith to believe in fate that will bring me to a faithful guy. A big grin.
I've been asking Lord Jesus, what type of guy will You send me? Im so curious bout it.
I mean...my future husband?1 thing for sure,he has to love my God bfore he loves me.
Every girl desires for a good man,so do i.

I rmember the most awkward confession was made to me when i was in primary 6. I was like so innocently got scared away and we didnt have any talk for 1 year long. He called me and i even had to ask my brother to pick up the call.
Guess what, he's one of my classmates. I guess he will read this part and awfully rmember those times. Haha. What a sweet and awkward experience with you,pal!

The most annoying one was frm a guy named Dickson. He pestered me for 8 months bfore he gave up. Gosh. What a man. He's such a flirter,good at sweetnothings and i was so damn pissed off.

The most unpredictable one was made by a friend of mine too. I rmember i was in sec 2.that guy told me that he had liked me since we were in primary 5?or 6?yey.he is a very shy guy. Hopefully he wont be reading this. Any, we are still friends till this very moment.

Well,although im nt in love,but my friends are.
3 out of 12 are in it. Just read my friend's blog.can't believe what ive just read, she's in love. Congrats,sweetpie!

Love's in the air.
Who's in love?raise your hands and tell me! Haha...

Gotta hit my pillow right away. Have a lovely day,lovers.

Miss you guys like no words can say.

2010-02-13T23:03:00.000+07:00

@,@ im feeling so random now. Bored to death.
It's the cny's eve and i have had my reunion dinner (in chinese,we know it as Tuan Yuan Fan) and i've got 2 angpaos in my pocket. Haha..
Even my single-uncle gave me one just now. ??? I thought that a person who hasnt married yet is not allowed to give out angpaos? Lol. Thanks anyway. I guess he has too much money to spend since he's still single. A 30++ bachelor!

Well.ytday i had a really fun day. My besties came back. Adeline and Joen. They're back. Miss them so much. Had a fun day with them. They've lost much weights.*wondering when it's gonna be my turn.

Adrian and Lina have come back too. Lina called me this noon and i was like so happy to hear her voice. Miss you so,sweetheart. Can't wait to meet ya soon.

Btw,i met a long time friend ytday. Guess who? It's Deta. He's with his gf.
It's been so long,but i couldnt go over and say Hi as i was in hurry.

Yesterday was such a day. Met so many old pals.
And,it was also my bday,i mean reborn day in Christ. Time passed . 4 years ago, i was baptised and officially had Him in my life. My love has never lessened,God.

Ok.it's The LNY tomorrow and Vday,too. Such a coincidental day on this 2010.

Randomrandomrandom.
#now playing:Leona Lewis-Better in Time.

Thats all for today.
Have a prosperous new year and a memorable valentine with your loved ones.
Loves.hugs.

another fantastic weekends...!

2010-02-08T17:51:00.011+07:00

so,my classmates and I went to BCS last Sat to do a survey for our B.Indonesia's project...
we went around asking for people...
it was quite fun i must say..

these are some pics taken...

our leftovers

it's me !

again?

what?justi's "cutting" dwiki's neck. DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME!

me and Jane

psychopath in action. in the pic: JUSTI

Dwiki got drunk after drinking the "TOBACCO"

Jane?Her eyes are really big lo!

it's me! i ate a lot...hahahha!

from left to right:Jane,Dwiki and Justi

i was inside.but sorta blur."see that kid behind us??"

4 in 5? what's wrong with Dwiki?

Tandrian and Dwiki placed a wager. The winner got Rp.10.000!
and the winner was............of course DWIKI!
Tandrian was like got so "furious" when she lost.

our Ice-cream.
i forgot the name...
but it tasted really NICE!
(guess whose finger was that?)

Justi's Tomato Spaghetti?"it smelt good."

Tandrian posing with the mannequin in front of Felic.

He,oops..i mean she looked cool,didn't she?

and on Sunday, it's Santo advanced-birthday's celebration...
we had a big meal in Seoul Garden.
it's a All-U-Can-Eat restaurant.

the octopus
it tasted...gross!

these were what i took for my "first round".
after that,i was like going back and forth to take moreeeeeeeee,,,,
yummy!

Toughday

2010-02-04T21:17:00.000+07:00

08: 51pm
Am currently listening to #Closer-Ne Yo.

It has been a busy weekend. Tests and works everyday...
But why do i still have the times to post here,huh?
Cos this blog is like a special reminder of mine. I post things bout life and my to-do lists. Im sorta suffering from short term memory syndrome.*not sure if thats how it's named.

So...2 birthday party in queue.
One will be held in Planet Holiday and the other one wilk be held in Seoul Garden. Well,im going to suffer a big economy crisis in no time.
And...needless to say,i reckon that i'll be putting on weights. CNY is round the corner, i hv to cntrol myself since i hv made quite an improvement.

And this Saturday,i'll hv to help mumsy with the house cleaning to welcome the CNY.
In the noon,my classmates and i will hv another happy hangout. Location: BCS mall. We r going to do a survey there and submit a report for that.

Another prob is, i agreed to dine out with my churchmates on this 11th,yet i heard that the Valentine's Day clebration at school is also on the same day. So...tell me how? It's like very 'don't give face' if i miss this year's party again. I gave it a miss last year cos i had a church camp. And this year?

Justi was right bout me, a person like me wont lose weights easily. Foods seem to be calling out my name:"Jessy,Jessy! Come and eat me!"

Ok.im going to prove you wrong no matter what.
I've made my mind up and im going to prove it. I CMH!

Make this week end faster. Im longing for a break.

#now playing-Nothing's gonna change my love for you-Khalil Fong.

Got to go. Ive to tidy up my incredibly messy room.

2010-02-02T22:44:00.000+07:00

Twee twee Thursday.

We had a long talk about our future!
Some were quite sure,other were still having a bit of hesitations.
From Medical,Engineering to Art,Financial,Physcology,Environmental study and Accountancy.Needless to say,the last one is MINE. The worst thing is that i'll be taking it nowhere but THE 'BEST' UNIVERSITY in TOWN,UIB.It's rated as the best in Batam but people out of here are like don't even give a shit to it.
Hard to accept it but i'm learning to take things in stride since mum won't let me get nowhere.
But,come to think of it,things may nt necessarily be that bad. I'll be taking a major that i like and i wont really hv to worry bout my job. Job offer is right in front of me even before i graduate.
Sunshine after the rain.
Im quite prepared bout it as im so into Math!
Im fully awake only during Math's classes.

2 more weeks to CNY! Claps.

Thats a wrap for today,chaps.
Have a dreamy night.hugs...
Will tell you guys things bout my lil brother tmrw.stay tuned.